Lonemoments

2009-04-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

sian. i have been thinking for the chinese words like for 2 hours. dono the 水能载舟,亦能覆舟 and the满招损,谦受益 and also the 智者千虑,必有一失;愚者千虑,必有一得. so hard.too me 2 hours to comprehend. now still must do.sian.still have jian bao.ay. wanted to talk de.sian. ay. "just do it" yeahyeah.like i can like that.whatever la. the words so hard.sian.

2009-03-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

by the way, if you didnt know,there is a special hour tmr.
everyone listen up.
if there is anyone looking at this,
IF.JUST IF.

join the world in support of EARTH HOUR.
switch off your lights on 28march from 8.30pm to 9.30pm to stand against global warming.
together, we can be green, everyone plays an important role to support this world.
rememeber to switch off your lights.
just your lights for 1 hour.
MOTHER EARTH will be grateful.
you wouldnt like to see polar bears dying and ice bergs melting,
feeling the SUPER HOT temperature too.

join the world.join us.join me.

we can do this!

2009-03-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

nice one.mr heng today keep saying about his childhood life.
he say he saw the thing.white white thingy.cannot say one he say.
he and his friends saw alot sia.
at the cemetery.
siao sia.they take the tombstone as goalpost.
later they all saw a girl sitting on a tree after that saw here coming down a tree and walking towards them.ay. a lot of story damn funny.

anyways.i've just been wondering when was the last time we really when out together.
everyone is just so busy now.
sian.

oh yeah.i sprain my toe.
damn pain.
sian.
i crippled again.
cannot walk sia.
must be kimberley's fault.
she sprain her leg then curse me or something like that right.
later i have to go see X-ray.
then the doctor say:"you broke your toe"
lol. whatever la.

2009-03-06T22:31:00.004+08:00

i played some lame games with my cousins today.lame jokes too.
we also talked about the school song.
my cousin the school starting song like superman like that.damn dramatic
lol.lame le.
anyways.manythings did happen.
yeah many.
so. i met with xxx and met with ***
afterthat.
i went to play basketball.
i play with my cousin very fun leh.
like always go in.
but then one person ask if her can play.
then another one
and another one.
damn.
in the end they want to play match.
yeah.they all adult la.
im just a teenager.
so my cousin didnt play.
then siao
then play damn fast.
the play just fly.
cannot see one.
i everytime like that one lor.
play with ppl the ball i throw 100%cannot go in one.
like play with gerald and timothy like.
they like all damn tall la.
they i tried to snatch the ball and the person blocked.
i flew around 2 metres
sort of.
hit my knee.damn pain sia.
i now handicapped le la.
bai ka.
lame liao lor.
ok now.
i just saw something really i didnt expected.
my cousin went upstairs to change his clothes.
and it occured.
i was sitting behind this wall la.
then suddenly i heard two voices.2
there was this voice,which sounded like a guy.very soft la.
guy:sorrysorrysorry all my fault.everytime my fault.im sorry okay.everything is all my fault.
girl:no,its not all your fault.i told you to break right.why you accelerate?!
guy:what you want me to do.there is no choice.its better to go faster in front.
girl:how could you do this.its dangerous.you should have do break!
then i cannot hear what very soft suddenly.
but both of them were crying.
so suddenly i heard a 'PIAK'!!!
damn loud.
i thought the guy slapped the girl or what.
i peeped.
the guy was actually putting his hands together and kneeling on the floor.
the guy bow down to her.
guy:im sorry okay?its all my fault.sorrysorrysorryplease forgive me.he continues to bow non-stop.
girl:stop this can you?stop it.stop it.the girl stuggles to stop the guy.but the guy is stubborn and continues.
then the girl say:够了!!!
she walked off crying. i saw la.
then a while later the guy AARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!#$%^&*
yeah
then he went to look for the girl.
so whats the moral of this?
dono la.
its complicated....

2009-03-06T03:13:00.002+08:00

its still raining.
when is it going to stop?
the weather has been changing.
due the global warming and deforestation la.
tsk.
whatever.
i dont feel like doing my work le.
go sleep.

2009-03-06T01:36:00.003+08:00

as you can see,im doing my geog.
i mean you cant see but i was.
i am taking a breather.
aha.
new words from kimberley.
i know my english lousy la.
to me its a difficult word. to munping shanggei zhijie aiya damn easy.
hai anyways.
damn.
so stressful
testtesttest.
everything was going alright before i got back my english and chinese.
i failed both.
im just both as bad.
just like someone.
excels in everything except for languages.
anyways.
retain le la walao.
sian.keep failing.
i still have 6 more months to improve them.
anyone can help me in my languages??
i very desperate le.
'YOU NEED HELP IMMEDIATELY!!'
my teacher told me that.im so dead.
ay.dono la.time to do work...
tmr is friday.a very nice day.lalala.i mean today is a nice day.yeah.

2009-03-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

im just wondering.what will you do if you have an hour before you die?
ay.whatever.
go do hw le la.
sian.
every week have test.
its killing me!
i mean it killed me.

2009-03-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

i hate it. people are getting more materialistic nowdays.damn

2009-02-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

where do you guys find time to blog?
dont you think that hw is already taxing enough and there's still time for you to do that??
im amazed.
its really hard to find time to blog.
it doesnt really matter if anyone wants to see a blog or not.
what matters is that i've said my piece and thats all.
okay.there will be lots of test next week!!
hmm.
i mean this week.
i have lots of project and competition stuff to do.
yeah.for me that is.
my parents are already scolding me.
for getting so poor results.
im doomed.
i feel so miserable :(
life is so cruel.
oh yeah. whatever.
gogogo jeremy go. do better next time!

2009-01-24T23:05:00.005+08:00

after come back from pahang play bb sia.
leg pain.
anyways.
amos said he miss pahang liao.
come back eat crab 不习惯.
cannot sleep on the comfortable bed.
sia.i wonder if anyone else miss pahang.
some say its a torture camp.
some say its fun.
anyways.
its seems that higher got a lot of thing to do la.
ivan tell me say in the jeep thingy very fun.
a lot of funny things too.
then someone got 10 leech bite.
kimberley was like so sad.
say she no leech bite haha.
ay.
there no proper toilet lor.
yeah.
the teacher also bias one la.
got 4 toilet give the girls 3 toilet.
then the boys only 1 toilet yet we only have 1 hour 30 min to bath.
even 5 min each person not enough.
there was 54 boys and 36 girls.
ay. in the end. the boys toilet the water stop.
only a few boys bath.
then teacher still punish us sia.say we waste 6000 gallons of water.
so tiring.
cycle 52km with zhijie sia.
he very pro leh
can cycle uphill.
but he nice nia.
he wait for me.
so many uphill downhill can die one lor.
anyways.sia la.munping never answer again.
wonder how is she.
she do the library thingy sia.
old folks home and sec 1 camp too.
ay.
anyways.
its nice to be back home.

2009-01-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

tmr's the day.
my cousin is getting her o level results
it may not seem important to you, but it is to me
we share the joy of getting good results,
and be downcast if its bad

i hope she will manage to go into Mj and get the points she wants
i hope she will cry which is tears of joys but not sadness
she told me that she dream that she got 14 points,
and so did her friend dream that my cousin got 14 points
such a coincidence she is really hardworking
as a student
she been studying real hard.
i believe that she have done well
oh well.
anyway she will be telling me tmr.
hoho.

2009-01-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

first day of school and yeah.
the moment i went to school and well, practically a lot of people was actually talking about the long pants.
so yeah.
my class got a lot of foreign students.
a significant number of them.
then. i dont know many people sia.
my class teacher was miss woon.
all she did was tell us to fill in this form and that form.
like.
yeah personal details.
your best friend,buddies,hobbies yadayadayada.
so.
lets see didnt make any new friends i guess.
all the talks.
discipline talks.
rights and privileges.
then got cca meeting.
and tada.

joel say he cannot take table tennis as cca.
they change to recreation.
that means no strong competitors.
so.
he dont know what cca to join le.
hmm
was suppose to meet him tmr.
tsk.
maybe not gg to meet him again.
was suppose to go star gazing.
sian.

2008-12-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

dont be afraid to be what you are,
'cause all you can be, is you!
you'll never be anything else but you,
so be the best you,you can be.
Keep it real-

be real and realise that the ones who criticise,
best recognise that you are you-
take it or leave it.

2008-12-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

hmm. lets see.
okay.
ahh.
my sister.
lets see/
i really sympathise my television.
poor thing/
hm sis watch televison for at least ten hours a day.
zzz.
yeah.
anyways.
yesterday.watch tv until 12 le.
then still want to watch.
argue with my mother.
shout la.
ay.
sian.
then.
she pluck out the television wire.
wow.
then my sister who diedie must watch television everyday didnt watch her tv.
even the winx.
so.
yeah la.
i told her.
sis.you broke a record of not watching television for the whole day.
how did she manage to do that. i dono.
so my mum came back and put the wire in.
they immediately on tv.
hai.
江山易改,本性难移.
i think gg to watch till 12 again.
tsk.

2008-12-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

i was eating peanuts today and we came talking about peanuts.
how do you grow peanuts.
with the 'seeds' of the peanut we ate.
about the sizes and the shape.
i realised that a peanut is still a peanut even if the shell is different.
some taste better,others look fresher,but in the end they're all peanuts.
mum's analogy,"dont judge a peanut by its shell, judge it by what's inside of it,"made perfect sense to me.
it applies to everything.
as long as i know that im a human being,i dont need to worry about what others say.
in the end, we all are the same!

peanuts peanuts peanuts
i was quickly closing in on insanity, when something played out in my mind.
short,fat,thin,long,otherwise odd,but nevertheless peanuts.
it applies to humans if you think closer about it.
the more i thought about this, the more the concept overwhelmed me.
i began to analyse and reflect on my life,my many encounters with problems.
it sound strange, somewhat on the lone between irony and absurdity.
tsk.
nvm.

2008-12-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

1)what have you been doing recently?
-nothing i suppose.
2)do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-nope.only if it died.
3)what happened at 10am today?
-reading a book i think.
4)when did you last cry?
-forgot
5)believe in fate/destiny?
-we cant just believe in it,we have to create our own destiny.
6)what do you want in your life now?
-no idea.
7)do you tend to make relationships complicated?
-perhaps.
8)are you wearing anything your borrowed from someone?
-nope.
9)what was the last movie you caught?
-city of ember i think.
10)does that person know you like him/her?
-maybe.
11)who always make you laugh?
-friends do.very random.
12)do you speak other languages other than english?
-i suppose.
13)favourite websites?
-quite alot.
14)what are you doing tomorrow?
-why are you asking me today?see first.
15)what do you think you are like?
-lets see.horrible.
16)who will you choose to die with?
-i haven die yet.going to die then ask me.
17)where have you been today?
-out to buy books,shoe and badminton racket.and visit my ma.
18)what game do you play often?
-badminton.
19)who are you missing right now?
-everyone.
20)if you have to choose between a friend and a love,who will you choose?
-it really depends.
21)what are you doing right now?
-nothing much.
22)which primary school are you from?
-once elias then to fengshan.
23)name three colours that you like.
-i like all the colours.
24)what emotions do you like to show?
dono.
25)what is life to you?
-life has sad moments just as it has happy ones.they cant be avoided.as long as there is happiness,there will also be grief.i must accept life and create my own destiny.
26)if you have something troubling you,what would you do?
-think about it.or maybe tell someone about it.
27)who did you last chat with on msn?
-christine.telling me about 6b outing
28)which month were you born in?
-june
29)who do you admire the most?
-dono.
30)how are you feeling right now?
-dont know.
31)what is the time now?
-11.40pm
32)what kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
-anyone could.
33)what colour would you use to dye your hair?
-brown i suppose.
34)why are you doing this test?
-someone told me to.
35)what do you do when you are moody?
- think alot.eat alot.
36)at which stage do you want to get married?
-dono.
37)who is more impt to you?
f-amily.friends. and
38)if today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
-do everything i would like to do and wish for.
39)who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
-some friends.
40)do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
in scientific terms its possible.but its really depends.but i personally think yes.
41)if you have a dream to come true,what will it be?
if its going to be like that anyway,lets dream our dumb dreams.
42)what is your goal for this year?
-dono.
43)do you believe in eternity love?
perhaps.
44)what feeling do you love the most?
-i love them all i guess?
45)do you think its global warming now?
-yeah.its everyday,every second.even now.
46)what feeling do you hate the most?
-my sadness,anger,hatred,immaturity... they're all a part of me.
47)do you like doing quizzes?
-its alright.
48)do you belive in god?
-maybe.perhaps.
49)who cares for you the most?
-dono.
50)what is the most impt thing in your life?
-dono.
51)what will your bring when you fight?
-i would not fight for any unknown reason.if i do, bare hands i think.
52)what have your regretted doing in your life?
-lots of them.
53)what do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
-dono leh.never thought before.
54)what will you do if your boyfriend two-timed you?
-im a guy.i'll be a gay if i do that.
55)how do you feel now?
-dono.

2008-11-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

Life laws will teach you how to be successful in the world.If you ignore them and stumble along,wondering why you never seem to succeed, you will cheat yourself out of everything you deserve.Successful life is nearly impossible if you have no knowledge of life laws.If you have these laws,you will also find that you have the tools to reach for something better for yourself.

They will get you to a place where you can find out that real pleasure doesnt mean dabbling in drugs.They will teach you that real power doesnt mean occasionally popping somebody in the mouth with your fists.They will help you recognise that truse affection is not having your girlfriend or boyfriend sneak over after your parents have gone to bed.

So, if you're the typical skeptic-and i hope you are-then this should be your first question: "If these laws are so darn important, then why havent i heard them before?"
well,you probably have heard some of these principals within these laws at one point or another.Let me ask you this:Has anyone ever sat down with you to devise a complete "strategy"for your life?of course not.

It isnt your fault that you dont have a life strategy.The truth is that you're probably like everyone else in this country. You havent ben taught anything about the way people work.You havent been told about why we behave the way we do-and what we can do to alter that behaviour.You have never been taught how to manage your emotions that can sometimes engulf you quickly as a wave out of a typhoon.

Lets face it. Your parents and teachers werent taught of life laws either.Those you entrust to prepare you for your life arent that prepared.Are you ever taught something important like what to do when your parents yell at you? You are taught how to do algebra, but are you taught what to say to yourself when you hear kids laughing behind your back? You are taught the list of vocabulary, but are you given a similar list of ways to build your confidence?Did anyone ever teach you how to be heard by your parents, how to manage your anger, or how to create independence in your life?

'I have never let schooling interfere with my education.'
-Mark Twain

Many of us have just stop dreaming and we now simply react to whatever life deals us on any given day.The problem is, if you have no idea what your life would include and not include,what to forget and what not to forget, it is almost impossible to live with any kinf of purpose.You have to be willing to start wanting again,and that means identifying what or who it is will make you happy.

WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO SPEND A DAY WITH? WHY?

WHAT ARE THE QUALITITES THAT YOU ADMIRE MOST IN THAT PERSON?

Skip yourself fit

2008-11-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

Skip yourself fit

Skipping is not just for kids.
It's high-intensity cardio excercise that uses every muscle in your body.It's a great way to improve general fitness,endurance and stamina. However, to get results you must work your heart from 70% to 80% of its full capacity.

Ensure you warm up for five minutes.

Its an excellent workout, especially if you're short if time.

skip for one minute
star jumps for 30 seconds
six 30-metre sprints
ten sit-ups
repeat five times

5 surprising reasons to get more sleep

2008-11-07T22:32:00.005+08:00

5 surprising reasons to get more sleep

It could make you thinner
the less sleep you get.the higher your body mass index tends to be. Research showed that people who sleep five hours a night were found to have 15 % more ghrelin(a hormone that boosts hunger) in their bodies and 15% less leptin(which suppresses it) than those sleeping eight hours.

It could boosts your memory
sleeping plays a key role in making new memories stick in the brain.12 hours' sleep is much better than 12 hours' wakefulness.

It can fight colds,ulcers and even cancer
good sleep boosts the immune system. Melatonin, produced when you sleep, is a cancer-fighting sntioxidant. Night-shift workers may have up to 70 times greater risk of breast cancer. Also, the chemical to repair damage to the stomach lining is secreted during sleep. so staying up all night regularly could raise your risk of ulcers.

It can slow down ageing
persistant sleep debt affects carbohydrate metabolism and hormone function in a way that may increase the severity of age-related chronic disorders. A people who sleeps six to seven hours a hours a night lived longer than those sleeping less than 4.5 hours.

It could keep you orderly
if you're a child la.The depression and low self-esteem often associated with just being a teenager actually correlate with sleep shortage. Young kids who sleep poorly are more than twice as likely to drink and drunk in adolescence.

2008-10-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

nothing much happen i suppose.
went to east coast park last saturday.
went there to see orion.
so me, joel and a significant number of ppl went there.
yeah.
saw orion.

then went cycling from one end of east coast park to changi beach and back to the end of east coast park.
we cycled for 6 hours.
leg pain.
haha.
so didnt sleep
then.
ahh.
when we on our way back to east coast park, a vehicle went into the soft sand.
stuck
so cool.
then we went to help, i suppose.
dono la.
then it went out.
hmm.
i've been seeing a lot of things lately.
anyways,
i was on a bus and an old man came and demanded a seat from a woman.
i didnt quite understand what they are saying, but somehow i understood.
yeah they the man bellowed then the woman got out of the seat.
aiyah nvm
so after that today i went to play basketball with ivan,collin,khantzaw,brandon,yewboon,firdaus
yeah,
quite fun though.
i first time play until so fun sia.
keep snatching the ball from ppl
play with timothy they all not fun one.
they solo.
never pass the ball.
haha. oh well.

2008-10-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

went to the zoo today.
with hmm zhijie,munping,nicole,amos,shanggei
yeah.
go in the zoo like less than 2 hours.
haha.
yeah rain what.
i predicted it would rain.
but amos never bring anything.
zzz.
then, went to eat at kfc.
went to a lot of places.
want to go arcade then want to go lan.
then in the end go tm play arcade.
yeah.
thats all i suppose.
sian. dont feel like doing le.
results comes back, i think i will faint.
dono la...

2008-10-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

now that exams are over,
like very sian leh.
happy but sad at the same time.
happy that exams are, sad that im not gg to score well for exams.
yeah.
all.
i suppose.
yeah.
i dont know how i will react when i get back my report book.
scream and lie reflect on how badly i did i think.

2008-09-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

When a person acts stupid, it doesn't necessary mean that he is stupid. He actually thinks a lot.

2008-09-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

oh well. im starting to get stress now.
yesterday, i was in the happy-go-lucky nature
i suppose
yeah.
the moment eoy exams came into my mind,
i thought.
there is still time
but now i just realise
there is not much time left
like at time bomb counting down
yeah i dono la.
i think i fail english le.
hai.
then stay back in sec 2
see everyone go sec 3
aiyah.
okay.
lets see
oh yes.
mr tan.
yes.
he's a nice teacher
and he is very knowledgable.
cannot be denied.
yes.
i just knew today he is an environmentalist
oh nice
save the earth
he said we are in deep trouble in 50 years time as you know
by the time, if we dont find new resources
it will be the end of us.
judging by the people around us.
there is already evidence to show that the earth's resources will finish before the 50 year limit
sooo.
it all started with this paper plane
yeah.
still new
and then he talked about
if every single one if us things that oh its just me doing this so it doesnt matter.
but he said if there were millions of you doing this at the same time,
it will be disaster
yeah.
no water
no fuel
end of humans.
miserable huh.
knowing that we are gg to die 50 years later
yet
we are not doing anything,
instead
making the problem even worse.
oh well.
wu lao shi never come again.
wonder how is she
every now and then mc,mc,mc
very scary
aiyah. sleep like 4 last night i suppose.
lol
whatever.
im gg to fail everything for all the 8 subjects
then you see
i get all Fs
i no confidence le.
sian
you see me first,
from the bottom.
dont think anyone will do worser than me.
hai

2008-09-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

aiyah.
pain sia.
3 thorns went into my fingers.
then no blood one.
at first not pain la.
after i saw the thorns
i force it out.
wa.
very pain.
then keep bleeding.
non stop i suppose?
aiyah
then still abit pain la.
anyways.
i now no mood to do anything.
sian.

2008-09-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

aiyah
alot of homework.
everyday busy
can die one
yeah
alot la.
especially the cinema 4d
i die le lo.
then that ivan dont want to help.
its like im the only one doing
i suppose
aiyah.
now must do everything
so hard sia.
aiyo
dono la.
i think i gg to sleep late and do cinema 4d

2008-09-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

wa. aiyah. today
i went to cut my hair.
is it short?
i dono.
but it certainly is weird.
after everytime i cut my hair.
i look awkward.
i suppose.
aiyah.
c4d haven finish leh
how
how
how
si le.
aiyah.
haven start.
so sad.
dono la.
so fann.

2008-09-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

had tution today. sooooo long.
yeah.
after that, went to white sand la.
then after that went to tm with shanggei.
aiyah.
they started on the lit lo.
i think my group so slow.
dono la.
the jiaying la.
take my role.
i wanted to be Jem.
jem's real name is jeremy.
just that ppl call him jem.
so his real name is called jeremy finch.
hai.
she take my roleTT
i want sia.
dono la.
hai.
then.
oh yeah.
went to buy something for someone with her.
yeah.
i dono la.
buy dinner for my family and came back home.
so.
i did my composition.
with shanggei's help la.
quite unique though.
aiyah
nicole chinese also very good la.
munping also.
aiyah.
sian.
so
so
so
oh yeah.
im reading it.
quite nice though.
haha.
okok.

2008-09-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

oh great. tmr's the day.
school reopen. tada.
aiyo.
hai sian.
alot of things need to do wo.
hahas.
i dono la.
especially the cinema 4d.
dono how to do.
si liao la.
aiyah.
dono what to say la.

2008-09-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

the sky. ah.
but so dark.
alot to think of.
alot of things are running through my head.
aiyah dono la.
feel like going out for a walk.

2008-09-05T21:40:00.001+08:00

sian.
in a blink of an eye, holidays are going to be over. sian.
so fast.
yeah. nvm.
today played badminton with my cousins.
yeah.
homework like still got ALOT sia.
dono la.
sian
hai

2008-09-02T20:39:00.001+08:00

today. woke up early in the morning.
yeah. go run 3km 18 mins
hahas.
then go cycle.
lol.
then after that i bathe.
went to school.
yeah got that history workshop.
yeah.
mrs rosemary.
joel also got that teacher
he told me.
hahaas.
so yeah la.
i do the sbq seriously
write down everything.
rain then.
nvm. many things happen
yadayadayada.
time flew.
and here am i.
sitting here.
aiyah
all my sis fault la.
make my mother so angry and stressed out.
yeah.
then she 忍无可忍,怒气冲天.
跑出家门
到现在还没回来
真是的.
im waiting.
im waiting.
haii.

2008-08-31T16:40:00.004+08:00

went to timothy's church today.
quite a small place
ahh.
everyone was like so friendly?
yeah keep singing la.
sooo.
oh yeah.
wa timothy.
he wear ahh. very formal.
a expensive watch.
leather shoes.
long sleeve shirt la.
the tie
anyways.
timothy play drum sia.
i mean i see timothy play drum.
hahas.
then the speaker of the day go talk about the 4 types of tsunami.
the physical tsunami
political tsunami
economic tsunami
supernatural tsunami
i didnt quite understand what is supernatural tsunami though.
i think shanggei church nicer. hahas.
i dono la.
to each his own
yeah later went to eat la.
all his family members very friendly
like to joke one.
his grandfather also.
then suddenly the aunt talk about the topic of timothy very handsome.
then say he got girlfriend mah?
if dont have want to book him first.
hahas.
then they say hokkien.
then they talk about who can drive cars and say the sis drive car sure jialat.
then keep laughing la.
alot of things happen.
hahas.
then his brother and parents fetch me home.
tada.

2008-08-28T22:09:00.003+08:00

im here sick.
down with high fever, flu and many more.
its killing me.
but i cant sleep.
there are too many problems at hand.
i feel tired.
what did i do?
is it my fault?
ahh
so many problems.
HOW.
HOW.
i dono la.
im so sick
oh great exams are coming.
i guess i better study hard.

2008-08-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

aiyo rain for dono how many days le.
the earth is crying??
yeah la.
thursday rain
friday rain
saturday rain
sunday rain
monday rain
tuesday rain.
i predict tmr also rain.
so remember to bring your umbrellas or be back home as soooon as possible.
its really unpredictable.
when we want it to rain dont want.
of all times now then rain.
zhen shi de.
like suddenly feel like raining then rain hahas.
oh well.
life is unpredictable.
you'll never know what happens in the future.

2008-08-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

the way we act or feel or show really affects the minds of other people.
its really important.
oh forget it.

We are fascinated with personal identity. We make many efforts to try to "know" ourselves, or to "get in touch" with our own feelings. To be sure, I know that I have feelings. I know what it is like to be happy and sad; I know what it is to feel pain and pleasure. I know that I have thoughts, and those thoughts affect what I do and how I feel. The question to consider, however, is whether or not I can know that anyone else feels the same types of feelings and has the same kinds of thoughts. Is there anyone else who is actually a living being with feelings and thoughts like I am? That almost sounds like a silly question. Upon closer examination, however, it is interesting to note that we generally accept the idea that others do have "minds," but this acceptance is based upon inference and, if I may use the term, "faith." In other words, we trust that others feel and think based upon evidence that is less than scientific.

If people tell me that they are in pain, how do I know that they are really in pain? How do I know that what they are describing as "pain" is the same sensation that I feel when I think I am in pain? The same would be true of something that is pleasurable. There does appear to be varying degrees of pain and pleasure, but aside from this, the question remains, how do I know? I can infer, based someone’s actions, facial expressions, etc. that this person is experiencing what I understand to be pain. I can understand, based upon analogy with my own feelings, that this person is probably feeling something similar to what I call pain or pleasure, but that alone does not prove the case. The bottom line is that we simply have to "trust" that the other person feels the way that he or she describes it. If we find that the other person is a liar, then subsequent reports of how that person feels may no longer be trustworthy.

oh well. i dont know myself that well.
forget it.

2008-08-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

nothing much today.
went to TJC and hear see some ppt slides of their marketing strategies.
so after that went to my grandma hse.
aiyah
no more badminton.
raining la.
then i dono la.
my cousin say hen duo xin shi.
tell me la.
yeah
ok nvm

2008-08-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

today
had some learning workshop that we students have to help in.
yeah
like 40 over teachers staring at us
and we have to act normally.
yeah
so hard
all their eyes were like staring at us.
yeah later they keep throwing questions at us.
hahas.
lol
anything
so went to joel hse.
play table tennis.
yeah so cold.
in the room also so cold.
anyways.
yeah
they never play la.
so we were like playing
then shanggei read book and listens to music at the same time
and munping and nicole were like singing?
yeah.
dono what happen.
they were like talking to shanggei
then she arhhhhh.
and she run out.
she angry?
i dono.
then they came back and shanggei sit on the floor
and munping and nicole continue singing.
i never play le la.
just staring at them.
then i went home.
i left first.
my hands so cold.
then i walked to the bus stop.
then aiyah i dono la.
dono what i thinking.
i went up the bus.
then i was thinking about something.
then aiyah.
u realised that i took the wrong bus.
so i walked back to joel hse there.
then aiyo
i dono la.
went up another bus.
take the wrong bus again.
maybe i was too deep in thoughts.
so i walked back.
took a bus and went home.
nvm.
so sorry my fault.

2008-08-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

If you could steal something from me
what would it be?

Paying lip service to integrity

2008-08-16T22:48:00.010+08:00

As you know, the grand opening of the Olympic Games on Aug 8 truly mirrored the China of today.The world saw the material wealth of the country. But as critics, both within and without the country have pointed out, the opening also revealed the regime's spiritual shortcomings. People from all over the world was impressed by the four-hour-long grand spectacle, but its estimated to have cost US$100 million (S$140 million)!!!!Four times more fireworks were used that one night than in all 28 previous Games combined. Can you believe it? S$140,000,000 in one night.
aiyo.
but they go fake the image la.
they go replace a talented but not 'cute' child singer with a lip-synching 'cute' one.
you got see the opening?
i got.
got one small and cute girl singing la.
but she didnt sing.

The ruling Chinese Communist Party literally fooled more than four billion TV viewers worldwide, the largest viewership in Olympic history. This blatant disregard for ethics is indeed alarming. And the reason for doing so - for the sake of national interest - is equally disquieting. It means faking is permissible if it is done in the name of something holy. By doing so, China is breaking its own laws and violating the Olympic spirit.
its actually very ironic.
in china, if you lip-synch you will get a heavy penalty.
and the ruling party of China is breaking its own laws and violating the Olympic spirit.
If the CCP takes the lead in ignoring its own law, how can it expect the Chinese people to be law-abiding?
people will also start to ignore them.
the CPP wanted to be perfect so they resorted to 'false singing', which is explicitly banned under Chinese law.
but. nothing is perfect or noone is.
The backstage singer Yang Peiyi should have been allowed to openly share the credits with Lin Miaoke, the lip- syncher. And the organisers should have openly acknowledged Peiyi's singing but they didnt.
'Olympism seeks to create a way of life based on the joy found in effort, the educational value of a good example and respect for universal fundamental ethical principles'
The CCP did not show 'respect for fundamental ethical principles' when it decided to fake a 'perfect' image. The message it sent out was that whoever had a less 'cute' face would be denied a chance even though qualified, and whoever had a 'cuter' look had permission to lie. This was wrong and hurt both children seriously and needlessly.

they show no respect for the children.
even though they are kids, they shouldnt do they.
it'll hurt their pride.

Rome was not built in a day. Neither will national revival.

2008-08-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

today oh yeah. got chinese test.
so hard.
yeah fail le la.
no hope.
zzz.
TT
die la.
nvm.
get back lit test today.
also very lousy
hai.
then. after that mdm sabina never come.
aiyah
so many things.
then went to eat cold storage.
wow.
its been so long since i had last ate an apple there.
yeah.
i think cause.
keep going out and eat la and never go there.
so never eat apple there la.
LOL.
yeah.
so i and zhi jie ate apple
while joel ate banana.
munping and shanggei ate donuts.
well.
bananas are nice.
good source of fibre and easy to digest.
so.
after that had infocomm.
oh yeah. i brought badminton racket to school
play with my cousin.
yeah
went to my grandma hse.
LOL.
play la.
so fun.
hehe.
i think i every fri bring racket to school le.
oh yeah.
maybe amos COMMMINGG TO MY CONDO there.
nonono. his cousin's condo there. yeah hehe.
maybe stay overnight.
cool.
then i can swim, jog, play tennis maybe
cool huh.
but i cannot contact him nia.
coming sia.
so fun
hehe.
LOL.

2008-08-14T20:13:00.003+08:00

i got back my science test.
i only got 27.
die le la.
make so much careless mistakes.
oh yeah.
those ppl who get higher or same as me,
you better listenly carefully.
I WILL BEAT YOU IN THE NEXT TEST!
you heard me.
samantha, shanggei, hian hui, kang wei, zhi jie!
the others i not sure,
but watch out for me
muahahaha.
anyways.
i walked home today.
aiyah
i eat biscuits.
wanted to jog today but got test.
so i didnt.
so when i reach home.
WA!
my whole house so messy.
i leave home that time very neat de leh.
yeah.
after that, my sis say her friend also come to our hse and
aiyo.
make the hse so messy.
they say they finding something sia.
then i dono la.
then.
in the end shanggei and kimberley went to my house.
sooo.
yeah they stay quite long.
like 1 hour 45 mins.
the last time amos came only like 20 mins.
LOL.
sorry.
nvm.
so aiyah.
kelian the wulaoshi.
i want to go visit her sia.
so sad.
she sick.
not coming back.
sms her la.
the she say 我不在的时候你可要好好努力读书. 你可别让我失望.
aiyah.
so must work hard la.
seee
she have so high expectations of us.
how can i let her down.
okok.
i think i go study le.
tmr test
must study everything.
i dont care.
i see wulaoshi like that hen xintong leh.
aiyah.
must study hard la.
show her that when she not here i also can work hard.
yeah
diedie must study everything.
i dont care if i never sleep.
我决定不能对不起吴老师!
but i scared i fail.
HOWHOW

2008-08-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

went to the ehub at pasir ris.
went to kbox.
and the total was like $91++
siao la.
so ex.
so. i was really shocked that a bowl of nuts cost $6
and there was 3 bowls.
yeah. and they sing.
so cold sia.
so after that we wanted to leave but someone stopped us?
yeah. must order the drink first.
so after that we left and went to escape.
not in the inside.
so nvm.
went home after that.

2008-08-09T22:13:00.001+08:00

today is national day!
yeah
so i woke up late.
then do nothing.
sian.
yeah
now got so much things to concern about.
duno la.
nvm.
sian.

2008-08-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

today we had cross country.
and the 080808 that happens once in duno how many thousands years.
so.
i reach ecp like 6.20
yeah.
no booth la.
duno where.
hai
then like almost 7 then we know where is the booth.
after that, i ran.
yeah we jog then later increase speed at the ending point.
so. after that went to help enterprise sell food.
yeah. shanggei,munping and zhijie got come.
then after that, i think they go out.
i duno la.
i stay in ecp.
go find samantha they all.
then had graffitti competition.
at ecp.
we didnt win.
yeah not in the top 4 schools.
nvm
the spraying is killing me.
nvm.
the odour is very strong.
nvm.
so after that i went to my ahmah hse.
then my cousin gave me a tee shirt.
say happy belated birthday.
lol.
yeah after that i went home.

2008-08-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

i wake up headache sia.
had art today.
must replace the face with fruits.
yeah. i thought it looked weird.
anyways.
i had dnt.
i was re-doing the whole thing.
not enough time leh.
i ask teacher can extend the time ah. then she say whole class talking so means finish le right.
then she say cannot.
nvm la.
i anyhow do one.
then after that had geog test.
yeah. my headache worsen.
so i walked out of school la.
want to get home as quickly as possible.
so i saw 10. i quicky got up.
amos say take taxi fetch me home.
but sure drop around bedok south there de so i took 10.
unfortunately.
i shouldnt have got up that bus.
there was a 14 behind.
TT
nvm.
so i walked home after gg down the bus stop.
yeah.
reached home.
then i slept like 2.30.
wake up like 8 sia. nvm

2008-08-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

hmmm. today had lessons.
yeah.
wu lao shi never come again.
TT
they say she might have to go for an operation.
she must be very sick la.
pity her sia.
then. we had science test.
i think i fail le.
anyways, for ALIVE,
mr sara came in.
hahas. the class suddenly became so quiet.
then i thought he would scold,
but unexpectedly, her kept asking questions.
he was being sort of serious.
but in a funny way.
yeah.
ask about personal stuff like.
where he live?
how many brothers or sisters he have?
whats his mother or father's name?
and many more.
he is more of like disturbing ppl.
hahas. i kept laughing.
LOL.
so after that i had cca.
yeah i go to ECP.
different from other ppl.
our group must go ecp earlier and setup the booth.
must sell snacks, ticket and grilled food there.
other groups stay in school.
i dont know la.
on that day also got competition.
im lost.

2008-08-04T21:49:00.003+08:00

went to school.
had maths test.
very easy.
i finish and check like 5 times
i got so much time left when teacher say stop la.
i finish at around 12.55
so much time.
anyways.
nothing much today la.
i took bus 10 and went home.
went to the playground and do some pull ups and left.
reach home.
i never do anything.
tmr got science test.
hai.

2008-08-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

headache la. i sleep so late last night.
cannot sleep sia.
anyways.
sian la.
so many problems to think of.
can die de.
zzz. so many test also.
siann.
i dont know.

2008-08-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

i dont know why, but i suddenly cannot come into contact with anyone.
everyone seemed to vanish into thin air all of a sudden.
except for zhi jie la.
yeah.
i dont know.
nvm.

2008-08-02T19:20:00.003+08:00

nothing much today.
i cut my hair.
yeah thats about it.

2008-08-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

oh well. today i had lit test.
it was very hard to write about judge taylor.
whatever i could think of, i just throw it into the answer.
very hard sia.
nth much to write about him.
anyways,
after that i got cca.
and. i saw something i was not suppose to see?
i have utterly no idea.
perhaps.
oh well. it'll be disastrous.
anyways. i went to my grandma hse.
and as usual, she continued.
once i reach home, the phone will ring one.
call she will say again.
yeah. pity her.
hai.
i duno la.
and.
today is the start of the 7th month in the lunar calendar.
and also known as the ghost month.
yeah. i duno la.
but you'll see joss sticks on the grounds and papers too.
oranges and candles.
and if you see them please avoid them.
and dont wander too late at night. its best to stay at home.
nvm.
aiyah. so how.
zzz.

2008-07-31T22:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMOS.

yeah. zhi jie and me wanted to give him present one.
but he dont want.
hahas.
then he want something PRICELESS.
nvm, so we went to tm. walk a while.
then. amos go home le la.
after that went to kfc and eat.
i was reading this book la.
very interesting.
yeah
about something nice.
nvm.
so after that we waited for joel.
he took quite long to come.
and i never see him.
only shanggei and munping saw him.
yeah. i saw bus 10 and i ran.
away.
then i look from one corner and stare at the ppl coming out but no joel.
so i went home la.
so when i reach home, i saw a miss call at around 5.53pm
aiyah
i think he reach le.
but i not there la. so nvm.
yeah.......

2008-07-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

I think i am sick today.
am i?
or am i not?
i duno la.
i had flu,cough,sore throat,slightfever and headache
i think so.
yeah. anyways.
timothy and ivan were sick too.
bad flu i guess.
yeah.
so after school went out with shanggei,munping,amos,joel,nicole and faith.
yeah so. after that we went to tm. but never eat.
yeah. i got nothing.
no food at home.
so after that shanggei want to eat after that dont want to eat le.
huh. i duno la.
after that joel have to leave le la. cause he already told his mum the day before reach home at 3.
so if reach home later parents will scold. i think.
after that while i was walking i saw someone sia.
giving out flyers??
i duno la. yeah.
nvm.
so after sending joel, i went back home la.
yeah
never eat anything.
so i reach home my head hothot de. head pain sia.
yeah then unknowingly i slept.
and i never eat.
i reach home then i slept at around 4 plus.
sleep until 7 plus.
now head pain ah.
sian. still must cook dinner.
hai. i think i go cook le la.
very hungry.
TT

2008-07-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

yeah. i swim. very tiring. like 1500m.
swim ah not run.
anyways. later must jump down from some board.
then the pool 4.5m deep.
afterthat
never came back home la.
then.
talk and type
i duno what i did was the right thing yeah.
but i did it.
nvm.

2008-07-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

2moro got goldstar.
must jump down
yeah.
duno la. jump down la.
the jumping thingy.
if you dont see me or hear about me 2moro, means i have already drowned in the pools.
anyways.
i think i got to go sleep le.
or i cannot swim the 500m breaststroke, 500m backstroke and 500m sidestroke.
i think i'll be dead by then.
die of exhaustion.
ok then.

2008-07-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

well i think that its important to know when it is important to know that the answer is that there is no answer.
im making sense of out nothing.
nvm.

2008-07-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

hidden in truth lie lies
hidden in lies hides the truth.

2008-07-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

it was raining in the morning when i woke up.
yeah raining.
walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus.
As the lessons. nothing much la.
only the chinese la.
作文大纲.
我的心,真的很痛.
yeah.
i thought and thought.
and i wrote it.
thats about it.
then went to tm.
took taxi there.
yeah. ate there and walked around.
i had a fun day with them.
zzz.
but in the end.
the whole atmosphere crashed. yeah.
at the interchange there.
haii.
so terrible. many things happened.
oh nevermind.

2008-07-20T22:41:00.001+08:00

well.. nothing much happened today either.
the wind was pretty strong today.
very strong la.
yeah. mr tan coming le.
sian.
i duno la.
i guess i'll be sleeping soon.

2008-07-19T21:26:00.003+08:00

nothing much happened today though.
i went for tution and then came back home.
then it rained heavily.
i think thats all. thats my day.

2008-07-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY

went out with shanggei and nicole. go to the youth park there la.

then go shopping.

yeah there is too much too say.

but i guess i'll keep it short.

nvm.

anyways.

MONDAY

hmm. i think we went out again.

i think so.

i forgot.

but we must always keep a lookout of our surroundings.

TUESDAY

i forgot.

WEDNESDAY

i also forgot.

i only remember wo de xin hen luan.

yeah.

nvm.

THURSDAY

yeah. was suppose to go for the cheer.

i really wonder.

who went.

anyways

i went for the graffitti workshop in st patricks.

i wanted to go somewhere.

nvm. someone had done graffitti.

yeah it was known to be vandalism.

and we drew one on a board.

FRIDAY

we had this so called mass eating in school.

everyone or almost everyone had to eat the same food.

we had to pay 2 dollars sia.

its not very nice though.

ahh. we also have to use out hands.

to eat.

bare hands.

then got cca and had to paint the toilets.

yeah painting halfway then joel go drip the paint all over my hand laa.

my watch also.

zzz.

so hard to erase clean away the paint.

anyways.

after that we went home la.

nth much. went to my ah mah hse.

yaa.

she said the usual things.

nvm.

ok then.

2008-07-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

had tution today.
after that i had swimming.
swim and swim la.
yup. very tiring.
swim freestyle.
yeah. swim and swim
my goldstar coming le.
on 26 sia.
must jump la.
climb like around the fourth storey and jumppp
DOWN
way
down
down
down
yup.
AIYO.
duno whether will die ma.
yeah
very nervous sia.
i think its gg to be pain sia.
i jump down
from the board le.
maybe i climb halfway scared le.
perhaps i must do some somersault before reaching into the pool
duno la.

2008-07-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

walked to school with shanggei today.
had library duty
later, went to tm with shanggei and amos and nicole and munping.
sat taxi to tm la.
zzz..
someone pay sia.
who ah.
anyways,
later we went to play laa.
yeah.
i got a feeling someone was sad though.
anyways, later we bought the cake a small one though, but cannot open sia.
haha.
we got our hands dirty.
LOL.
yeah. anyways.
we walked around there.
it was a happy day, i think.
i dont know if i did the right thing.
zzz.
nvm.

2008-07-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANGGEI!

2008-07-08T00:45:00.003+08:00

zzzzzzzzz......
2moro got school and here am i typing. haha.
this is seriously bad for my heart.
haha.
i've been talking to amos la.
nvm i shall type every single event that happened on monday.
as for now, i left
"RMONY" the word "HA" colour le. after i finish, i pack my bag i go sleep le.
yeah.
i colour finish go sleep le ah.
i colour finish only.
okay.

2008-07-06T23:42:00.003+08:00

im a crazy person though.
i took like 9 hours to do my zuo wen and i haven finish..
TT
yeah.
i wrote alot of times, but about different subjects.
yeah. i wrote the first one and i thought the teacher see le very very yeah.
i thought it was weird, so i rewrite la.
about something else la.
yeah. still writing.
im really looking forward to 2moro though.
:)

im waiting
im waiting
im waiting.

2008-07-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

i woke up la.
then go tution.
after that i bought pens.
yeah.
then
go swimming.
do freestyle.
swimswimswim.
sian
so hard
my leg like no muscle de
i just do kicking.
then i lose to a 10 year old kid
TT
i realise so far i swim,
i rely on my hands to swim.
yeah.
so without my hands.
i cannot swim well.
so i rely on my arms la.
got more muscles.
so i must go train my leg.
zzz...
then...
yeah. talk with amos and nicole,shanggei
yeah alot of things happen.
haii.
i rest of details, i dont want to say le.
keep to myself.
XD

2008-07-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

yeah.today got cca la.
duno which one to go sia.
zzz.in the end i go infocomm then i wanted to go enterprise de.
but over le.
later we stayed to paint la.
with joel,munping,amos,zhijie,shanggei and 2 seniors.
yeah. mr lim say alot of things sia.
anyways, after that we went to tampines.
yeah. shanggei drop her phone!
anyways.
joel want to eat with us la.
then i call munping eat with joel.
duno she got eat leh.
anyways,
ate mac with shanggei and zhijie la.
zzz.
shanggei eat 2times sia
my fault la.

then went home la.
after that talk with amos,nicole and shanggei.
yeah.
after that put down le.
then i duno liaoo

2008-07-03T23:27:00.003+08:00

zzzz...
2moro got testt.
sian
so nervous.
i scared i fail
TT
i quite weak in chinese..
i think.
TT duno leh.
yeah.
anyways.
went out la.
amos went to my house.
so far,the fourth person.
he stayed for 15mins sia.
the last person stayed for 10mins.
then go out with amos,nicole,munping and shanggei.
yeah. then gogogo walk around la.
yeah.
ALOT of things happen.
yeah. i had something in mind.
i thought, i saw and i have decided.
nvm.
so.
after that we went home la.
i went to my ahmah hse laa.
then we went at first was like
ok?
after a period of time, she started talking laa
everything again
about her past life and alot more.
my cousin also ask me how was she.
haii
i duno leh.
after that went home la.
do hw lor.
i mean art la.
now doing.
i mean finish le
yeah so many things happen today
so much worries and concerns
i think i'll die of thinking too much.
zzz..
i think i go pack my bag le.
wa siao. 12 plus le.

2008-07-01T23:02:00.003+08:00

受人之托无可奉告

2008-06-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

well i thought that something was really utterly unbelievable.
but
anything is possible
and
nothing is impossible.
yeah and so
it just all happened. just like that.
hahas.
anyways.
today was not a good day.
very bad
bad atmosphere.
well....
people are very influential.
yeah.
especially when it comes to emotions.
yeah.
i think.
the mood of someone can easily change the atmosphere around us.
yeah.
so i think we must stay positive la.
but not so positive la.
yeah.
quite alot of things happened.
dont know la.
okay i think i'll go do my homework le...
zzz...

2008-06-29T00:08:00.005+08:00

im really sicksicksick today
keep sneezing the whole day.
very bad flu
TT
bad cough.
headache
.... heart, leg, hand, shoulder, body
EVERYWHERE!
yeah.
i everywhere pain.
i not feeling well.
feel like
i think.
ahhh
i duno la.

2008-06-27T22:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE.
well, i think today was quite some day.
i had cca till 5. then i went to tm and saw someone.
yeah.
met shanggei and munping there.
and someone else.
yeah. after that joel,amos and zhi jie come.
we later go play the spinning thingy.
yeah. he was rather friendly.
nice.
and amazing.
anyways.
we played the spinning thingy.
everyone of us.
except the 2 girls.
yeah.
they refuse to play.
quite fun la.
keep on spinning.
yeah.
AIYO. should have left them together.
anyways.
i had a fun day with them.
im looking forward to meet HIM again.
yeah.
after that me amos and joel went back to school.
hahas.
everyone us had headache.
zhi jie also.
as for him, i have no idea.
yeah. got some talk by the principal about the subject combination thingy.
quite long though.
yeah.
still haven eat dinner.
i think amos also haven eat.
haha.
okay sian go sleep la.
zzz.

2008-06-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

nothing much happen today.
i think.
yeah. went to school as usual.
yeah.
after that got a call from joel say they gg munping hse.
call me go.
i duno la.
after i came out of the school library, i call joel again.
yeah.
downstairs munping hse.
anyway.
i walked home.
then go with shanggei buy nicole's present.
yeah.
after that we went to the library. borrow books la.
welll...
i dont really know what happened.
yeah. i felt weird when i heard some ppl laugh non-stop.
yeah. so nevermind.
went back home then.

2008-06-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

yeah.
i receive some thing for my birthday.
a book which contain 366 facts.
well... i opened the book and see.
i dont think i'll need it but thanks anyway.
1 panda card from joel. NICE.
then another card from kok ming.
cca president.
1 card from brenda.
but the card is not birthday card.
ITS AN INVITATION CARD.
yeahhh...
oh well.
things were much moremoremoremore way more better than the previous years.
yeah.
to think that i have never received a birthday present from a friend till this fateful year.
last time i did not even manage to get a 'happy birthday' from many.
like around 5 i think.
yeah.
quite a lot ppl wish me sia.
like 9 people.
yeah nine.
yeah.
must note it down.
anyways, yeah.
it was okay.
not much of a occasion.
anyways its not important.
yeahhh......
i received cards and presents, yet.
i seriously dont feel happy at all.
yeah.
not one bit.
not really. i was quite happy to get wishes and cards.
but for some reason. i dont feel happy.
yeah. i love my auntie!
she is the bestbestbest.
she never fails to forgot our birthday.
never ever.
yeah. she order pizza for me sia.
as for my parents.
haii..
i duno what to say.
my birthday was ceased to be existed.
my sis also dunnno.
until she saw the presents, then she realised its my birthday.
yeah.
my sis told my mum, then they finally realised its my birthday.
yeah. then go buy cake.
oh well. i dont know la.

2008-06-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

3..2...1.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
im being stupid though.
cheee. go sleep la.
sian. me only
good nights.

2008-06-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

2 MORE MINS weee

2008-06-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

SO NEAR YET SO FAR

2008-06-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

15mins to go!

2008-06-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

31 minutes to gogogo!

2008-06-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

yeah. tommorrow is the day.
a while later i mean.
yeah.
i dont feel happy though.
but i feel happy that im receiving presents from my friends for the first time! ><
:)
yeah.
im quite happy.
i think.

2008-06-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

ALMOST
all the hw finish le.
yeah.
2moro school reopen le..
sooo fast.
i dont know la.

2008-06-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

cannot go out today.
i wanted to.
but my parents dont let.
i dont know la.
so stay at home do work lor.
yeah. i've still alot of work to do.
dont think i can finish liao
dunno la.

2008-06-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

finally.

2008-06-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...

2008-06-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

nothing much happen today.
only that i cut my hair.
yeah. its short.
i mean its supposed to be short.
yeah.
everytime after i cut my hair i feel weird.
anyways, i had swimming la.
never do butterfly sia. the teacher sooo good.
we had to compete in swimming.
the teacher say who lose must do sit ups
haha.
anyways, i went to my ahmah hse la.
same thing.
crycrycry
and reget.
then talk about her past life.
now she still talking to me.
yeah.
say he come back le
i dont know la.
i'm waiting.

2008-06-20T00:40:00.005+08:00

well today was quite some fun day. oops yesterday i mean.
yeah.
meet shanggei and nicole at the coffee shop there.
but cannot find la.
i found them at the bus stop.
haha. they were waiting for me.
but i dropped a stop before and walked there.
yeah. anyway, we went to joel house.
with the cake.
siao lor.the moment i step into joel house, i see one black black thing.
guess what.
i dont tell you first.
then we went into joel's room.
then they talk.
i go seee joel's hamster.
waaa so ke lian la.
so afraid of humans.
joel say very long no human contact.
so forgot who is the good guy liao.
anyways, she was shocked by the turtle la.
she never see.
anyways.
joel was told to fry french fries la.
cook i mean.
yeah.
i never eat sia.
i want to eat de.
no more liao TT
got la.
left 1
but also being eaten.
i want to finish hw then eat the lassttt piece.
but poof. gone le.
haha.nvm.
so after that nicole shanggei and munping play Xbox.
then nicole keep on shouting vulgarities la.
then remember the black thing i say.
yeah.
camera.
so big la.
they never see.
nvm.
after that we went downstairs to eat the cake.
yeah. i played with the ice la.
but someone dont let leh.
yeah. anyways we cut the cake.
then the cake go byebye.
nvm.
sooo.
after that i talk to brenda la.
sooo long never talk to her liao.
then after that we went bowling la.
then i ask questions, dont want to reply.
haha.
then i realise something was wrong and i did.
haha.
anyways.
we went to safra bowling.
playplayplay.
haha
quite fun,
but the socks,
suuuppppeeerrrr llllooooonnngggg.
yeah.
after that we went home la.
i went home by mrt with munping.
then i talk with her la.
then she tell me what happen.
yeah.
sooo i must pay mmore attention to someone laaa.
anyways.
i dont know what happen sia.
i came home, i stomach veryveryvery pain.
zzz.
yeah.
dunno la.
then i talk a while jiu okay liao.
anyways.
alot of hw lor..
AIYO. i 2moro must cut hair le.
haii.
yeah.
veryvery long.
if press down ah, cover my eyes. touch my nose.
sui bian la.
later in the morning i mean
okok.
i think i should sleep le.
my mama telltelltell me gogogo sleep la.
she say alot of time la.
okok.
nights.
zzzz..

2008-06-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. its raining heavily.
at my side here.
i wonder if other parts of singapore is raining tooo.
quite some heavy rain.
the sky's dark.
strong wind too.
i can hear thunder and can see lightning flashes.
i dont know la.
its nice to walk in the rain though.
maybe i'll try walking in the rain today.

2008-06-18T13:51:00.002+08:00

well i cant sleep yesterday night sia.
i slept at 4 again.
then woke up at 12.
soooo tired.
yeah sooo much hw also.
i doubt i can finish liao.
no more hope.
yeah.
its time to do hw le.
zzz.

2008-06-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

i woke up at 8 la.
sian..
i slept like 4 last night.
dont know la.
then after that i went to the gym and runrunrun.
run like 4 km within 35mins.
so long sia.
then i cycle dunno how many km la.
then after that go play with the things in the gym.
after that make my own lunch la.
there seems to be tons of homework and its seems like i cant finish them by the hols.
im dead.

2008-06-15T18:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday was definitely not a good day.
i was told to swim.
and do butterflyflyfly.
yeah.
then i cannot fly.
i drown.
i keep doing laaa.
do and do.
do until my face turn red.
very hard to raise the hand sia.
he call me go swim 20 laps.
at first still can fly.
after that veryveryvery hard to fly.
drown maybe.
the hand cannot come out of the water laa.
nvm.
very tiring sia yesterday.

2008-06-11T13:08:00.002+08:00

well.. yesterday was quite some day. i think.
yeah.
i went back my old home and i realised that my neighbours have changed.
anyways, i went and walk around pasir ris.
walk and walk.
yupp.
to think that i can reach downtown east within 5 mins.
anyways.
I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!!!

yeah.
totally no idea.
went to escape.
i went withyeah.
i was usually scared or frightened when i take these kind of rides, but i have no idea why what or how did i manage not to feel anything.
i could not even feel the fun what i take the rides.
i was like a living corpse with no emotions.
no feelings at all.
when sitting the rainbow i wasn't frightened.
whats more, i was still chatting happily with joel.
i also sat the mini roller coaster. didn't felt anything.
we went into the haunted house and they were scared.
sit the ferris wheel alone.
well, i did almost everything alone.
not really though.
but quite a number of rides i sat alone.
alone
alone
alone
I was seriously not myself that day.
it was like.
my body is physically there while my min,heart and soul were off somewhere else.
we sat the inverter, which turned 360 degrees.
it hanged upside down too.
yeah.
didn't felt much.
somehow i felt that my feelings died.
it was like i had lost my senses though.
yeah.
like a freak with no emotions.
anyways.
yeah.
i was sad though.
we did not went to see kungfu panda!!
that was the sad thing though.
i heard that the movie was popular and high in demand.
JEREMY wants to watch it tooo.
alot of people cannot watch the movie as there is not enough seats.
i really want to watch the movie.

Fire - friend or enemy?

2008-06-09T21:54:00.005+08:00

i'm being stupid though.
i have no idea why i wrote this.
nvm.
soooo..
Fire is a powerful force that can be used for either good or bad purposes.It can,herefore, be considered both a friend and an enemy.

From the earliest times, fire has been used for cooking and heating, One thing that distinguishes man from animals is the ability to make fire and use it to cook and to keep themselves warm. The survival of man in many places of the world depends on man's ability to keep themselves warm with fire. It also provides him with far more palatable food than the raw alternative, especially with regard to the consumption of meat.

Yet fire is not only used in a primitive environment,for much of modern civilization depends on the use of fire. Simple wood fires have given way to far more sophisticated fires. Fires are used to produce much of our electricity. Futhermore, fire is used to heat the furnaces that produce iron, steel, without which we would not have much that belongs to our present civilization.

Fire,too,is responsible for the functioning of much of our transport-in the internal combustion engine. This contains a controlled fire which power cars,buses and lorries, all of which sre indispensable for our modern way of life.

However, fire is not always beneficial. We beneficial. We regularly read in the newspaper and see on our TV screens and vast forest fires which engulf certain countries subjected to protracted periods of dryness and heat. Vast forests are burned and millions of dollars of damage is done to property.

Anyway firefighters will be able to tell stories of the devasting effects of fire-the ease with which fire kills from its smoke, ther horror of burnt bodies, the horrific burns and scars on those who survive it. These effects are suffered by those living in towns as well as those living in forested areas.

We can see that fire can be a friend and an enemy. For where man controls it, it is indeed beneficial. Where man loses control, it is a threat to like, property and health.

Shanggei also said that "Love is like a fire. Whether it is going to warm your heart or burn your house down, you'll never know."

haha.lol

2008-06-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

If you think today was some fun day to me, i tell its not.
today for me, is rather boring though.
yeah.
i went for astrochallenge competition.
not very nice though.
most of the time were spent on the finals.
like 6 hours?
i dunno la.
then other ppl very sian, so i lent them my psp la.
they playplayplay.
then the battery died.
yupp. then we went back to the bus and came back home.
i think tmr gg out.
hope its a fun day.

2008-06-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

nothing much happened today though.
i woke up late like 12 plus. my parents keep nagging.
yupp.
then eat lunch liao la.
after that went to East point buy some pens and clothes.
after that i went home and had tution.
yea. thats about it.
nothing much happen today.
....

2008-06-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

Some things are best not written down...

2008-06-05T21:52:00.010+08:00

i dunno how to start...

hmm...
quite a lot of things happened today.
i went to joel house early in the morning la.
pass him the helmet for the spacesuit.
then his grandma tell me he go out le.
i was SHOCKED!!!
then i went to his house la.
then lucky la.
he bathing.
haha.
then he bath quite long sia.
nvm.
so after that we went to kallang ice world theretherethere and skate la.
sososo yea. we skate.
yea. so fun. skate la.
so slippery.
yea. they all fall down la.
not all. especially those 2.
yea. but in the end they still can skate la.
yea la. also got another 2 pro la.
skate so wellwellwell.
keep skating la.
then got some kid fall down but dont want someone's help.
after that we went to k box.
yea.
yea la. someone give me medicine sia.
anyways.
they
singsingsing.
eateatea.then go arcade.
then after that went to see dogs. yea. all very cute.
then i no money le.
borrow money from joel to buy dinner. (must pay him 2moro sia.)
yea.
after that munping treat bubble tea.
then after went to joel house to make the helmet.
yea after that i went homehomehome.
quite late le.
like 8 i think.
anyways.
it was quite a funfunfun day i had with nicole, joel, munping, shanggei

i feel guilty though.
yea guilty.
haha.
nvm.
TT TT TT
sad

2008-06-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

Forever is not today, not tomorrow or a century that will come, but a lifetime.

2008-06-04T00:22:00.001+08:00

i hate myself.