went to timothy's church today.
quite a small place
ahh.
everyone was like so friendly?
yeah keep singing la.
sooo.
oh yeah.
wa timothy.
he wear ahh. very formal.
a expensive watch.
leather shoes.
long sleeve shirt la.
the tie
anyways.
timothy play drum sia.
i mean i see timothy play drum.
hahas.
then the speaker of the day go talk about the 4 types of tsunami.
the physical tsunami
political tsunami
economic tsunami
supernatural tsunami
i didnt quite understand what is supernatural tsunami though.
i think shanggei church nicer. hahas.
i dono la.
to each his own
yeah later went to eat la.
all his family members very friendly
like to joke one.
his grandfather also.
then suddenly the aunt talk about the topic of timothy very handsome.
then say he got girlfriend mah?
if dont have want to book him first.
hahas.
then they say hokkien.
then they talk about who can drive cars and say the sis drive car sure jialat.
then keep laughing la.
alot of things happen.
hahas.
then his brother and parents fetch me home.
tada.

im here sick.
down with high fever, flu and many more.
its killing me.
but i cant sleep.
there are too many problems at hand.
i feel tired.
what did i do?
is it my fault?
ahh
so many problems.
HOW.
HOW.
i dono la.
im so sick
oh great exams are coming.
i guess i better study hard.

aiyo rain for dono how many days le.
the earth is crying??
yeah la.
thursday rain
friday rain
saturday rain
sunday rain
monday rain
tuesday rain.
i predict tmr also rain.
so remember to bring your umbrellas or be back home as soooon as possible.
its really unpredictable.
when we want it to rain dont want.
of all times now then rain.
zhen shi de.
like suddenly feel like raining then rain hahas.
oh well.
life is unpredictable.
you'll never know what happens in the future.

the way we act or feel or show really affects the minds of other people.
its really important.
oh forget it.

We are fascinated with personal identity. We make many efforts to try to "know" ourselves, or to "get in touch" with our own feelings. To be sure, I know that I have feelings. I know what it is like to be happy and sad; I know what it is to feel pain and pleasure. I know that I have thoughts, and those thoughts affect what I do and how I feel. The question to consider, however, is whether or not I can know that anyone else feels the same types of feelings and has the same kinds of thoughts. Is there anyone else who is actually a living being with feelings and thoughts like I am? That almost sounds like a silly question. Upon closer examination, however, it is interesting to note that we generally accept the idea that others do have "minds," but this acceptance is based upon inference and, if I may use the term, "faith." In other words, we trust that others feel and think based upon evidence that is less than scientific.

If people tell me that they are in pain, how do I know that they are really in pain? How do I know that what they are describing as "pain" is the same sensation that I feel when I think I am in pain? The same would be true of something that is pleasurable. There does appear to be varying degrees of pain and pleasure, but aside from this, the question remains, how do I know? I can infer, based someone’s actions, facial expressions, etc. that this person is experiencing what I understand to be pain. I can understand, based upon analogy with my own feelings, that this person is probably feeling something similar to what I call pain or pleasure, but that alone does not prove the case. The bottom line is that we simply have to "trust" that the other person feels the way that he or she describes it. If we find that the other person is a liar, then subsequent reports of how that person feels may no longer be trustworthy.

oh well. i dont know myself that well.
forget it.

nothing much today.
went to TJC and hear see some ppt slides of their marketing strategies.
so after that went to my grandma hse.
aiyah
no more badminton.
raining la.
then i dono la.
my cousin say hen duo xin shi.
tell me la.
yeah
ok nvm

today
had some learning workshop that we students have to help in.
yeah
like 40 over teachers staring at us
and we have to act normally.
yeah
so hard
all their eyes were like staring at us.
yeah later they keep throwing questions at us.
hahas.
lol
anything
so went to joel hse.
play table tennis.
yeah so cold.
in the room also so cold.
anyways.
yeah
they never play la.
so we were like playing
then shanggei read book and listens to music at the same time
and munping and nicole were like singing?
yeah.
dono what happen.
they were like talking to shanggei
then she arhhhhh.
and she run out.
she angry?
i dono.
then they came back and shanggei sit on the floor
and munping and nicole continue singing.
i never play le la.
just staring at them.
then i went home.
i left first.
my hands so cold.
then i walked to the bus stop.
then aiyah i dono la.
dono what i thinking.
i went up the bus.
then i was thinking about something.
then aiyah.
u realised that i took the wrong bus.
so i walked back to joel hse there.
then aiyo
i dono la.
went up another bus.
take the wrong bus again.
maybe i was too deep in thoughts.
so i walked back.
took a bus and went home.
nvm.
so sorry my fault.

If you could steal something from me
what would it be?

As you know, the grand opening of the Olympic Games on Aug 8 truly mirrored the China of today.The world saw the material wealth of the country. But as critics, both within and without the country have pointed out, the opening also revealed the regime's spiritual shortcomings. People from all over the world was impressed by the four-hour-long grand spectacle, but its estimated to have cost US$100 million (S$140 million)!!!!Four times more fireworks were used that one night than in all 28 previous Games combined. Can you believe it? S$140,000,000 in one night.
aiyo.
but they go fake the image la.
they go replace a talented but not 'cute' child singer with a lip-synching 'cute' one.
you got see the opening?
i got.
got one small and cute girl singing la.
but she didnt sing.

The ruling Chinese Communist Party literally fooled more than four billion TV viewers worldwide, the largest viewership in Olympic history. This blatant disregard for ethics is indeed alarming. And the reason for doing so - for the sake of national interest - is equally disquieting. It means faking is permissible if it is done in the name of something holy. By doing so, China is breaking its own laws and violating the Olympic spirit.
its actually very ironic.
in china, if you lip-synch you will get a heavy penalty.
and the ruling party of China is breaking its own laws and violating the Olympic spirit.
If the CCP takes the lead in ignoring its own law, how can it expect the Chinese people to be law-abiding?
people will also start to ignore them.
the CPP wanted to be perfect so they resorted to 'false singing', which is explicitly banned under Chinese law.
but. nothing is perfect or noone is.
The backstage singer Yang Peiyi should have been allowed to openly share the credits with Lin Miaoke, the lip- syncher. And the organisers should have openly acknowledged Peiyi's singing but they didnt.
'Olympism seeks to create a way of life based on the joy found in effort, the educational value of a good example and respect for universal fundamental ethical principles'
The CCP did not show 'respect for fundamental ethical principles' when it decided to fake a 'perfect' image. The message it sent out was that whoever had a less 'cute' face would be denied a chance even though qualified, and whoever had a 'cuter' look had permission to lie. This was wrong and hurt both children seriously and needlessly.

they show no respect for the children.
even though they are kids, they shouldnt do they.
it'll hurt their pride.

Rome was not built in a day. Neither will national revival.

Labels: Paying lip service to integrity

today oh yeah. got chinese test.
so hard.
yeah fail le la.
no hope.
zzz.
TT
die la.
nvm.
get back lit test today.
also very lousy
hai.
then. after that mdm sabina never come.
aiyah
so many things.
then went to eat cold storage.
wow.
its been so long since i had last ate an apple there.
yeah.
i think cause.
keep going out and eat la and never go there.
so never eat apple there la.
LOL.
yeah.
so i and zhi jie ate apple
while joel ate banana.
munping and shanggei ate donuts.
well.
bananas are nice.
good source of fibre and easy to digest.
so.
after that had infocomm.
oh yeah. i brought badminton racket to school
play with my cousin.
yeah
went to my grandma hse.
LOL.
play la.
so fun.
hehe.
i think i every fri bring racket to school le.
oh yeah.
maybe amos COMMMINGG TO MY CONDO there.
nonono. his cousin's condo there. yeah hehe.
maybe stay overnight.
cool.
then i can swim, jog, play tennis maybe
cool huh.
but i cannot contact him nia.
coming sia.
so fun
hehe.
LOL.

i got back my science test.
i only got 27.
die le la.
make so much careless mistakes.
oh yeah.
those ppl who get higher or same as me,
you better listenly carefully.
I WILL BEAT YOU IN THE NEXT TEST!
you heard me.
samantha, shanggei, hian hui, kang wei, zhi jie!
the others i not sure,
but watch out for me
muahahaha.
anyways.
i walked home today.
aiyah
i eat biscuits.
wanted to jog today but got test.
so i didnt.
so when i reach home.
WA!
my whole house so messy.
i leave home that time very neat de leh.
yeah.
after that, my sis say her friend also come to our hse and
aiyo.
make the hse so messy.
they say they finding something sia.
then i dono la.
then.
in the end shanggei and kimberley went to my house.
sooo.
yeah they stay quite long.
like 1 hour 45 mins.
the last time amos came only like 20 mins.
LOL.
sorry.
nvm.
so aiyah.
kelian the wulaoshi.
i want to go visit her sia.
so sad.
she sick.
not coming back.
sms her la.
the she say 我不在的时候你可要好好努力读书. 你可别让我失望.
aiyah.
so must work hard la.
seee
she have so high expectations of us.
how can i let her down.
okok.
i think i go study le.
tmr test
must study everything.
i dont care.
i see wulaoshi like that hen xintong leh.
aiyah.
must study hard la.
show her that when she not here i also can work hard.
yeah
diedie must study everything.
i dont care if i never sleep.
我决定不能对不起吴老师!
but i scared i fail.
HOWHOW

went to the ehub at pasir ris.
went to kbox.
and the total was like $91++
siao la.
so ex.
so. i was really shocked that a bowl of nuts cost $6
and there was 3 bowls.
yeah. and they sing.
so cold sia.
so after that we wanted to leave but someone stopped us?
yeah. must order the drink first.
so after that we left and went to escape.
not in the inside.
so nvm.
went home after that.

today is national day!
yeah
so i woke up late.
then do nothing.
sian.
yeah
now got so much things to concern about.
duno la.
nvm.
sian.

today we had cross country.
and the 080808 that happens once in duno how many thousands years.
so.
i reach ecp like 6.20
yeah.
no booth la.
duno where.
hai
then like almost 7 then we know where is the booth.
after that, i ran.
yeah we jog then later increase speed at the ending point.
so. after that went to help enterprise sell food.
yeah. shanggei,munping and zhijie got come.
then after that, i think they go out.
i duno la.
i stay in ecp.
go find samantha they all.
then had graffitti competition.
at ecp.
we didnt win.
yeah not in the top 4 schools.
nvm
the spraying is killing me.
nvm.
the odour is very strong.
nvm.
so after that i went to my ahmah hse.
then my cousin gave me a tee shirt.
say happy belated birthday.
lol.
yeah after that i went home.

i wake up headache sia.
had art today.
must replace the face with fruits.
yeah. i thought it looked weird.
anyways.
i had dnt.
i was re-doing the whole thing.
not enough time leh.
i ask teacher can extend the time ah. then she say whole class talking so means finish le right.
then she say cannot.
nvm la.
i anyhow do one.
then after that had geog test.
yeah. my headache worsen.
so i walked out of school la.
want to get home as quickly as possible.
so i saw 10. i quicky got up.
amos say take taxi fetch me home.
but sure drop around bedok south there de so i took 10.
unfortunately.
i shouldnt have got up that bus.
there was a 14 behind.
TT
nvm.
so i walked home after gg down the bus stop.
yeah.
reached home.
then i slept like 2.30.
wake up like 8 sia. nvm

hmmm. today had lessons.
yeah.
wu lao shi never come again.
TT
they say she might have to go for an operation.
she must be very sick la.
pity her sia.
then. we had science test.
i think i fail le.
anyways, for ALIVE,
mr sara came in.
hahas. the class suddenly became so quiet.
then i thought he would scold,
but unexpectedly, her kept asking questions.
he was being sort of serious.
but in a funny way.
yeah.
ask about personal stuff like.
where he live?
how many brothers or sisters he have?
whats his mother or father's name?
and many more.
he is more of like disturbing ppl.
hahas. i kept laughing.
LOL.
so after that i had cca.
yeah i go to ECP.
different from other ppl.
our group must go ecp earlier and setup the booth.
must sell snacks, ticket and grilled food there.
other groups stay in school.
i dont know la.
on that day also got competition.
im lost.

went to school.
had maths test.
very easy.
i finish and check like 5 times
i got so much time left when teacher say stop la.
i finish at around 12.55
so much time.
anyways.
nothing much today la.
i took bus 10 and went home.
went to the playground and do some pull ups and left.
reach home.
i never do anything.
tmr got science test.
hai.

headache la. i sleep so late last night.
cannot sleep sia.
anyways.
sian la.
so many problems to think of.
can die de.
zzz. so many test also.
siann.
i dont know.

i dont know why, but i suddenly cannot come into contact with anyone.
everyone seemed to vanish into thin air all of a sudden.
except for zhi jie la.
yeah.
i dont know.
nvm.

nothing much today.
i cut my hair.
yeah thats about it.

oh well. today i had lit test.
it was very hard to write about judge taylor.
whatever i could think of, i just throw it into the answer.
very hard sia.
nth much to write about him.
anyways,
after that i got cca.
and. i saw something i was not suppose to see?
i have utterly no idea.
perhaps.
oh well. it'll be disastrous.
anyways. i went to my grandma hse.
and as usual, she continued.
once i reach home, the phone will ring one.
call she will say again.
yeah. pity her.
hai.
i duno la.
and.
today is the start of the 7th month in the lunar calendar.
and also known as the ghost month.
yeah. i duno la.
but you'll see joss sticks on the grounds and papers too.
oranges and candles.
and if you see them please avoid them.
and dont wander too late at night. its best to stay at home.
nvm.
aiyah. so how.
zzz.

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