well i thought that something was really utterly unbelievable.
but
anything is possible
and
nothing is impossible.
yeah and so
it just all happened. just like that.
hahas.
anyways.
today was not a good day.
very bad
bad atmosphere.
well....
people are very influential.
yeah.
especially when it comes to emotions.
yeah.
i think.
the mood of someone can easily change the atmosphere around us.
yeah.
so i think we must stay positive la.
but not so positive la.
yeah.
quite alot of things happened.
dont know la.
okay i think i'll go do my homework le...
zzz...


im really sicksicksick today
keep sneezing the whole day.
very bad flu
TT
bad cough.
headache
.... heart, leg, hand, shoulder, body
EVERYWHERE!
yeah.
i everywhere pain.
i not feeling well.
feel like
i think.
ahhh
i duno la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE.
well, i think today was quite some day.
i had cca till 5. then i went to tm and saw someone.
yeah.
met shanggei and munping there.
and someone else.
yeah. after that joel,amos and zhi jie come.
we later go play the spinning thingy.
yeah. he was rather friendly.
nice.
and amazing.
anyways.
we played the spinning thingy.
everyone of us.
except the 2 girls.
yeah.
they refuse to play.
quite fun la.
keep on spinning.
yeah.
AIYO. should have left them together.
anyways.
i had a fun day with them.
im looking forward to meet HIM again.
yeah.
after that me amos and joel went back to school.
hahas.
everyone us had headache.
zhi jie also.
as for him, i have no idea.
yeah. got some talk by the principal about the subject combination thingy.
quite long though.
yeah.
still haven eat dinner.
i think amos also haven eat.
haha.
okay sian go sleep la.
zzz.

nothing much happen today.
i think.
yeah. went to school as usual.
yeah.
after that got a call from joel say they gg munping hse.
call me go.
i duno la.
after i came out of the school library, i call joel again.
yeah.
downstairs munping hse.
anyway.
i walked home.
then go with shanggei buy nicole's present.
yeah.
after that we went to the library. borrow books la.
welll...
i dont really know what happened.
yeah. i felt weird when i heard some ppl laugh non-stop.
yeah. so nevermind.
went back home then.

yeah.
i receive some thing for my birthday.
a book which contain 366 facts.
well... i opened the book and see.
i dont think i'll need it but thanks anyway.
1 panda card from joel. NICE.
then another card from kok ming.
cca president.
1 card from brenda.
but the card is not birthday card.
ITS AN INVITATION CARD.
yeahhh...
oh well.
things were much moremoremoremore way more better than the previous years.
yeah.
to think that i have never received a birthday present from a friend till this fateful year.
last time i did not even manage to get a 'happy birthday' from many.
like around 5 i think.
yeah.
quite a lot ppl wish me sia.
like 9 people.
yeah nine.
yeah.
must note it down.
anyways, yeah.
it was okay.
not much of a occasion.
anyways its not important.
yeahhh......
i received cards and presents, yet.
i seriously dont feel happy at all.
yeah.
not one bit.
not really. i was quite happy to get wishes and cards.
but for some reason. i dont feel happy.
yeah. i love my auntie!
she is the bestbestbest.
she never fails to forgot our birthday.
never ever.
yeah. she order pizza for me sia.
as for my parents.
haii..
i duno what to say.
my birthday was ceased to be existed.
my sis also dunnno.
until she saw the presents, then she realised its my birthday.
yeah.
my sis told my mum, then they finally realised its my birthday.
yeah. then go buy cake.
oh well. i dont know la.

3..2...1.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
im being stupid though.
cheee. go sleep la.
sian. me only
good nights.

2 MORE MINS weee

SO NEAR YET SO FAR

15mins to go!

31 minutes to gogogo!

yeah. tommorrow is the day.
a while later i mean.
yeah.
i dont feel happy though.
but i feel happy that im receiving presents from my friends for the first time! ><
:)
yeah.
im quite happy.
i think.

ALMOST
all the hw finish le.
yeah.
2moro school reopen le..
sooo fast.
i dont know la.

cannot go out today.
i wanted to.
but my parents dont let.
i dont know la.
so stay at home do work lor.
yeah. i've still alot of work to do.
dont think i can finish liao
dunno la.

finally.

i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...
i'm waiting...

nothing much happen today.
only that i cut my hair.
yeah. its short.
i mean its supposed to be short.
yeah.
everytime after i cut my hair i feel weird.
anyways, i had swimming la.
never do butterfly sia. the teacher sooo good.
we had to compete in swimming.
the teacher say who lose must do sit ups
haha.
anyways, i went to my ahmah hse la.
same thing.
crycrycry
and reget.
then talk about her past life.
now she still talking to me.
yeah.
say he come back le
i dont know la.
i'm waiting.

well today was quite some fun day. oops yesterday i mean.
yeah.
meet shanggei and nicole at the coffee shop there.
but cannot find la.
i found them at the bus stop.
haha. they were waiting for me.
but i dropped a stop before and walked there.
yeah. anyway, we went to joel house.
with the cake.
siao lor.the moment i step into joel house, i see one black black thing.
guess what.
i dont tell you first.
then we went into joel's room.
then they talk.
i go seee joel's hamster.
waaa so ke lian la.
so afraid of humans.
joel say very long no human contact.
so forgot who is the good guy liao.
anyways, she was shocked by the turtle la.
she never see.
anyways.
joel was told to fry french fries la.
cook i mean.
yeah.
i never eat sia.
i want to eat de.
no more liao TT
got la.
left 1
but also being eaten.
i want to finish hw then eat the lassttt piece.
but poof. gone le.
haha.nvm.
so after that nicole shanggei and munping play Xbox.
then nicole keep on shouting vulgarities la.
then remember the black thing i say.
yeah.
camera.
so big la.
they never see.
nvm.
after that we went downstairs to eat the cake.
yeah. i played with the ice la.
but someone dont let leh.
yeah. anyways we cut the cake.
then the cake go byebye.
nvm.
sooo.
after that i talk to brenda la.
sooo long never talk to her liao.
then after that we went bowling la.
then i ask questions, dont want to reply.
haha.
then i realise something was wrong and i did.
haha.
anyways.
we went to safra bowling.
playplayplay.
haha
quite fun,
but the socks,
suuuppppeeerrrr llllooooonnngggg.
yeah.
after that we went home la.
i went home by mrt with munping.
then i talk with her la.
then she tell me what happen.
yeah.
sooo i must pay mmore attention to someone laaa.
anyways.
i dont know what happen sia.
i came home, i stomach veryveryvery pain.
zzz.
yeah.
dunno la.
then i talk a while jiu okay liao.
anyways.
alot of hw lor..
AIYO. i 2moro must cut hair le.
haii.
yeah.
veryvery long.
if press down ah, cover my eyes. touch my nose.
sui bian la.
later in the morning i mean
okok.
i think i should sleep le.
my mama telltelltell me gogogo sleep la.
she say alot of time la.
okok.
nights.
zzzz..

oh yeah. its raining heavily.
at my side here.
i wonder if other parts of singapore is raining tooo.
quite some heavy rain.
the sky's dark.
strong wind too.
i can hear thunder and can see lightning flashes.
i dont know la.
its nice to walk in the rain though.
maybe i'll try walking in the rain today.

well i cant sleep yesterday night sia.
i slept at 4 again.
then woke up at 12.
soooo tired.
yeah sooo much hw also.
i doubt i can finish liao.
no more hope.
yeah.
its time to do hw le.
zzz.

i woke up at 8 la.
sian..
i slept like 4 last night.
dont know la.
then after that i went to the gym and runrunrun.
run like 4 km within 35mins.
so long sia.
then i cycle dunno how many km la.
then after that go play with the things in the gym.
after that make my own lunch la.
there seems to be tons of homework and its seems like i cant finish them by the hols.
im dead.

yesterday was definitely not a good day.
i was told to swim.
and do butterflyflyfly.
yeah.
then i cannot fly.
i drown.
i keep doing laaa.
do and do.
do until my face turn red.
very hard to raise the hand sia.
he call me go swim 20 laps.
at first still can fly.
after that veryveryvery hard to fly.
drown maybe.
the hand cannot come out of the water laa.
nvm.
very tiring sia yesterday.

well.. yesterday was quite some day. i think.
yeah.
i went back my old home and i realised that my neighbours have changed.
anyways, i went and walk around pasir ris.
walk and walk.
yupp.
to think that i can reach downtown east within 5 mins.
anyways.
I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!!!

yeah.
totally no idea.
went to escape.
i went withyeah.
i was usually scared or frightened when i take these kind of rides, but i have no idea why what or how did i manage not to feel anything.
i could not even feel the fun what i take the rides.
i was like a living corpse with no emotions.
no feelings at all.
when sitting the rainbow i wasn't frightened.
whats more, i was still chatting happily with joel.
i also sat the mini roller coaster. didn't felt anything.
we went into the haunted house and they were scared.
sit the ferris wheel alone.
well, i did almost everything alone.
not really though.
but quite a number of rides i sat alone.
alone
alone
alone
I was seriously not myself that day.
it was like.
my body is physically there while my min,heart and soul were off somewhere else.
we sat the inverter, which turned 360 degrees.
it hanged upside down too.
yeah.
didn't felt much.
somehow i felt that my feelings died.
it was like i had lost my senses though.
yeah.
like a freak with no emotions.
anyways.
yeah.
i was sad though.
we did not went to see kungfu panda!!
that was the sad thing though.
i heard that the movie was popular and high in demand.
JEREMY wants to watch it tooo.
alot of people cannot watch the movie as there is not enough seats.
i really want to watch the movie.

i'm being stupid though.
i have no idea why i wrote this.
nvm.
soooo..
Fire is a powerful force that can be used for either good or bad purposes.It can,herefore, be considered both a friend and an enemy.

From the earliest times, fire has been used for cooking and heating, One thing that distinguishes man from animals is the ability to make fire and use it to cook and to keep themselves warm. The survival of man in many places of the world depends on man's ability to keep themselves warm with fire. It also provides him with far more palatable food than the raw alternative, especially with regard to the consumption of meat.

Yet fire is not only used in a primitive environment,for much of modern civilization depends on the use of fire. Simple wood fires have given way to far more sophisticated fires. Fires are used to produce much of our electricity. Futhermore, fire is used to heat the furnaces that produce iron, steel, without which we would not have much that belongs to our present civilization.

Fire,too,is responsible for the functioning of much of our transport-in the internal combustion engine. This contains a controlled fire which power cars,buses and lorries, all of which sre indispensable for our modern way of life.

However, fire is not always beneficial. We beneficial. We regularly read in the newspaper and see on our TV screens and vast forest fires which engulf certain countries subjected to protracted periods of dryness and heat. Vast forests are burned and millions of dollars of damage is done to property.

Anyway firefighters will be able to tell stories of the devasting effects of fire-the ease with which fire kills from its smoke, ther horror of burnt bodies, the horrific burns and scars on those who survive it. These effects are suffered by those living in towns as well as those living in forested areas.

We can see that fire can be a friend and an enemy. For where man controls it, it is indeed beneficial. Where man loses control, it is a threat to like, property and health.

Shanggei also said that "Love is like a fire. Whether it is going to warm your heart or burn your house down, you'll never know."

haha.lol

If you think today was some fun day to me, i tell its not.
today for me, is rather boring though.
yeah.
i went for astrochallenge competition.
not very nice though.
most of the time were spent on the finals.
like 6 hours?
i dunno la.
then other ppl very sian, so i lent them my psp la.
they playplayplay.
then the battery died.
yupp. then we went back to the bus and came back home.
i think tmr gg out.
hope its a fun day.

nothing much happened today though.
i woke up late like 12 plus. my parents keep nagging.
yupp.
then eat lunch liao la.
after that went to East point buy some pens and clothes.
after that i went home and had tution.
yea. thats about it.
nothing much happen today.
....

Some things are best not written down...

i dunno how to start...

hmm...
quite a lot of things happened today.
i went to joel house early in the morning la.
pass him the helmet for the spacesuit.
then his grandma tell me he go out le.
i was SHOCKED!!!
then i went to his house la.
then lucky la.
he bathing.
haha.
then he bath quite long sia.
nvm.
so after that we went to kallang ice world theretherethere and skate la.
sososo yea. we skate.
yea. so fun. skate la.
so slippery.
yea. they all fall down la.
not all. especially those 2.
yea. but in the end they still can skate la.
yea la. also got another 2 pro la.
skate so wellwellwell.
keep skating la.
then got some kid fall down but dont want someone's help.
after that we went to k box.
yea.
yea la. someone give me medicine sia.
anyways.
they
singsingsing.
eateatea.then go arcade.
then after that went to see dogs. yea. all very cute.
then i no money le.
borrow money from joel to buy dinner. (must pay him 2moro sia.)
yea.
after that munping treat bubble tea.
then after went to joel house to make the helmet.
yea after that i went homehomehome.
quite late le.
like 8 i think.
anyways.
it was quite a funfunfun day i had with nicole, joel, munping, shanggei

i feel guilty though.
yea guilty.
haha.
nvm.
TT TT TT
sad

Forever is not today, not tomorrow or a century that will come, but a lifetime.

i hate myself.

i have no luck lately.
very unlucky.
no luck liao...
run out of luck i mean.
nvm.
yea la.
my specs BROKE!!!
i need to lend them.
or hmmm maybe i can walk around without my specs.
but, i'll become a blind mice!

yea la.

TT

not really though.

my degree also not very highhighhigh.

then. today was not very nice too.
i was being used as a dummy.
i think.
yea la.
have to make spacesuit then must wear the SUPER BIG shirt la.
then they go pastepaste cardboard and tape me.
yea la.
take so long sia.
then they keep on say me la.
tease me.
laugh at me.
nvm.
insult i think.
anyways.
yea. stayed in school till 6.30.
yea.
arhhh.
my specs broke.

how.
what to do?
i dunno leh.
like that la.
i think.

Sunday, June 1, 2008, 9:14 PM

Well, i guess today is not a good day after all...
my grandmother kept on calling people and crying on the phone.
quite long already...
still crying as i type...TT
she has been crying for a few hours...
i call her dont cry she still continue...
she kept on saying about her hard life and kept on crying...
TT
dunno lehh..
what to do what to do?
im at a loss.

6:38 PM

yea. today, we visited grandpa.

yea. we prayed.

we all assembled la.

then my cousin almost faint.

one of them.

yea after that.

my grandmother call me hold his photo sia.

veryvery huge responsiblity.

today was a better day.

at least no one cried. i mean have la.

my grandmother. but a while only.

compared to the other times,she cried for hours!

yea.

so since i was holding the photo,
everyone have to repect him.

in other words, i was the first to get down the car,

first to go in the lift,

first to walk through the corridor and first to go into the house.

ok. i was not the first. the second i mean.

i was holding his photo.

he was first,

anyways. its was the finally that we cousins have grouped together.

yea.

we played games and to music at my grandmother's place.

yea.

oh this were some of the pictures taken.

I am wonderul , you inferior beings.

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