Wednesday, April 30, 2008,
6:43 PM
I been feeling really ignored lately.
I used to think i had good friends and people in my life, but now it seems they don't care. I rarely get phone calls from people anymore, and heck even when I turn to this thing I am lucky when I get one reply back from people.
Same thing with emails and stuff, I hardly ever get emails from people.. and its like what the heck is the point on checking my email anymore. It just makes me want to run away, even if that means being homeless for awhile. I mean, like anyones even going to notice if i run away anyways. I don't think I did anything to piss people off but maybe I did. who the knows. No one ever tells me anything anyways.No one would care.
I get lost in a crowd, like I’m invisible. I pretend not to care and I know I make things worse by dressing in drab clothes. But I feel like I don’t matter to anyone. What can I do short of screaming, “Here I am! Pay attention to me!”
